Day 109: Beyond Logic

The emotions I was feeling last night followed me into my dreams. I did not sleep well and ended up waking up really early. I stayed in bed for a while, and it was sweet in a way I needed. My little cat came and laid on me, and that moment gave me so much peace. Just being still, letting myself enjoy it, and quietly accepting whatever the day was going to hold. It was a good way to begin.

I got ready and had breakfast with the family. The weather turned cooler and overcast, so we did not spend as much time outside as I would have liked, but overall it was still a productive day. I did not get as much writing done throughout the day because I was cleaning animal cages and doing laundry, so I stayed moving. I was not at the computer much, but I am definitely feeling it now. My feet hurt. It is not even 9 PM, and I am already ready for bed, but I decided to listen in on a live space with the group I came into because I didn’t think anything would ever come of it. Instead, I feel invested…

Quiet Part Day 109: Some things cannot be explained, and maybe that is part of why they matter so much. They touch the places in me that logic never could. The work now is not to shut that down, but to learn how to live with it wisely. I think that is where the deeper discipline begins.

April 19th, 2026

The next section of the reflection carries on inside The Inner Archive: Day 109: Beyond Logic